7. Zomverera

Malo owonera a chidziwitso wamba, zikuoneka kwa ife kuti malingaliro ndi mtima wathu (zomverera m'thupi, mphamvu zamkati ndi zokumana nazo zamumtima) zimadalira zinthu zakunja: pangozi pamabwera mantha, pamawu okhwima – kukhumudwa, pacholakwika chochitidwa – kudziimba mlandu, pokumana ndi wokondedwa – Chikondi, pa “makhalidwe oipa” a ana – kukwiya, ndi zina zotero.

Koma mwa Chidziwitso cha Mlengi, zonse zili mosiyana kwambiri – m'chidziwitso chathu muli kale mapulogalamu amkati (osazindikira, oyamba okha basi) oyambitsa malingaliro ndi mtima uwu kapena uwo. Titha kuwatcha mawonekedwe amvedwe. Ndipo ndithu mawonekedwe amvedwe amenewa amatulutsa m'zinthu zosawoneka (amakokera ku zenizeni zathu) zochitika zofananazo: mantha amabala ngozi ndi ziwopsezo, kukhumudwa – wokhumudwitsa, kudziimba mlandu – zolakwa, manyazi – umboni wa kusafunika kwako, mkwiyo umapeza womukwiyira, chidani chimadzipezera mdani, ndi zina zotero.

Malingaliro a mumtima ndi oyamba, ndipo zochitika zakunja ndi zachiwiri. Sintha malingaliro ako amumtima, ndipo Iwe udzasintha zenizeni zako.

Dongosolo limeneli n'logwirizana kwambiri ndi dongosolo la maonekedwe a zikhulupiriro zathu komanso mphamvu za zokhumba. Zikhulupiriro zina zimabala mawonekedwe amvedwe ena, zikhulupiriro zinanso – ena. Monga tanenera kale, Chikhulupiriro mu

zinthu zakunja zomwe zili zolimba zokha popanda ife, chimabwera ndi zokumana nazo za mantha ochuluka: mantha a imfa, mantha a moyo, mantha oweruzidwa, mantha olakwitsa, mantha a mikangano, mantha osowa ndalama, mantha a matenda, mantha a zowawa za thupi ndi mtima, mantha a mawa, mantha a kusintha, mantha a ana, a tsogolo lawo, mantha a zoyamba zatsopano, mantha a mantha...

Zotsatira zake, zokhumba zathu zonse zimangokhala pofuna kudziteteza ndi kuteteza okondedwa athu, kuwatchinjiriza ku mantha onse ndi ziwopsezo, zomwe mu “zenizeni zakunja” n'zosatheka nkomwe. Ndipo pamene tikuyesetsa kwambiri kudziteteza (kupeza ndalama zambiri, kukhala ndi mphamvu zowongolera ena, ulamuliro pa anthu ena, ndi zina zotero), m'pamenenso zifukwa zodera nkhawa zimachulukirachulukira, ndipo kukula kwa ziwopsezo kumawonjezeka. “Mmene umaulukira m'mwamba kwambiri – m'menenso kugwa kumapwetekera kwambiri.”

Koma Chikhulupiriro chakuti ife eni, ndi chidziwitso chathu, timalenga zenizeni zathu, chimatilimbikitsa, chimatitsegulira mwayi waukulu wa kudzoza ndi kulenga, chidwi pa Ife Enyife, ndikuyatsa chilakolako chofufuza ndi kuzindikira Chifukwa mwa Ife Enyife, kudzidziwa, chimatipatsa mwayi wophunzira kuyatsa ndendende malingaliro amumtima omwe tikufuna kuwamva, ndikusuntha malingaliro a maganizo athu kuchoka pa kulingalira “zakunja”, kusanthula zochitika zakunja, kupita ku kuyang'anitsitsa m'kati ndi kudzisanthula. Chikhulupiriro chakuti ndife olenga m'njira zonse, chimatisonkhezera kuphunzira kudziletsa, ndikuchepetsa pang'onopang'ono (ndipo kenako kuzimitsiratu) mapulogalamu ochitira zinthu chifukwa cha zokopa zakunja

ndipo m'malo mwake, kupeza luso lolenga mwachidziwitso mkhalidwe wathu – mwa mawu amoyo a Choona, m'pemphero, kusinkhasinkha, mwambo wa maganizo, kuyang'anitsitsa mwachidziwitso ndi kusintha malingaliro athu, kufikira pakukhala ndi Chikondi Chopanda Zikhalidwe ndi mitundu Yake yonse: kuyambira pa kunjenjemera kosalala kwa moyo mpaka Chisomo Chaumulungu ndi Umodzi ndi chilengedwe chonse.

Chidziwitso cha Mlengi chimatipatsa ufulu waukulu wotero wodzisonyeza pakulenga ndipo chimatitsegulira mwayi wotere wa Chisangalalo Chapamwamba kudzera mu kulamulira mkhalidwe wathu mwachidziwitso, kotero kuti zokhumba zathu zimakankhanira pamodzi kutisonkhezera kuchita izi zokha: kutsegula mozama komanso mofalikira luso lathu la kulenga, maluso athu, kudzidziwa, kuphunzira zida zatsopano zolengera mwachidziwitso ndi kukulitsa zida zogwirira ntchito ndi chidziwitso, kukula kukhala mtengo wonse wa Maluso a Chidziwitso, kwenikweni Mtengo wa Moyo, pomwe chipatso chake chokoma kwambiri chimakhala Luso la Chikondi. Chifukwa chiyani Luso? Chifukwa tsopano titha kuyambitsa, kulenga Chikondi mwachidziwitso, powongolera chidziwitso chathu. Pali masitepe ofunika kwambiri, omwe powachita, timalandira zotsatira zotsimikizika. Kodi ichi n'chiyani ngati si luso lenileni?

Inde, luso limeneli, Luso la Chikondi, likufuna kuti ife choyamba tidziwe maluso ambiri atsopano kwathunthu, “kusamala kosalala kwa chidziwitso cha Mlengi” – kulanga maganizo athu, kusuntha chidwi kupita ku malingaliro amumtima, kuphunzira kulamulira mphamvu zathu

mkhalidwe wa mphamvu, kutseka zotayika, ndikuwonjezera kulowa kwa mphamvu ya moyo, kusunga ukhondo wa chidziwitso, kusankha mwachidziwitso kukhulupirira mu ungwiro wa zonse zikuchitika, kubwezeretsanso Udindo wa Mlengi mwa iwe nthawi zonse pazochitika zilizonse ndi mkhalidwe uliwonse, kupeza kukambirana kolimba kwamkati ndi mbali Zapamwamba, zosatha, za Iwe Weniweni (Chidziwitso Chapamwambamwamba, Moyo Umodzi, Mzimu Umodzi, Mulungu Atate-Amayi, Chidziwitso cha Khristu, milungu ya makolo ndi milungu yotsogolera, ndi Iwe Mwini Wapamwamba), kufufuza ndi kupeza Chifukwa cha zonse zochitika mwa Iwe Wekha basi, kukulitsa maluso ako tsiku ndi tsiku, potsatira chisangalalo osati kukakamizidwa, – mwachidule, kuphunzira kukhala m'Chisangalalo, osati mwa mantha ndi kumverera kwa ngongole (“ndipo mutikhululukire zochimwa zathu, monga ifenso tiwakhululukira otilakwira”) ndi maluso ena ambirimbiri ofunika ndi amphamvu mkati mwawo ndi ogwira mtima, koma opepuka kwambiri m'malingaliro amkati – maluso apamwamba a chidziwitso, – choncho zonsezi zitenga nthawi, kotero usadzilange kwambiri kapena kudzifunira zambiri panjira iyi, pakuti pamapeto pake zonsezi zimalungamitsidwa ndi kuloledwa ku zenizeni Zapamwamba ndi Chisangalalo Chapamwamba, chachibadwidwe chathu cha umulungu-umunthu – Chikondi Chenicheni Chopanda Zikhalidwe ndi Chosatha.

Ndipo chofunika kwambiri mu Luso limeneli, Luso la Chikondi, n'chakuti titha kulenga Chikondi, kwenikweni Paradaiso Wamoyo, pakati pa helo aliyense, ndi kukweza zowawa zilizonse, masautso ndi zowawitsa kukhala mu Mphamvu Zawo Zapamwambamwamba – zatsopano ndi zatsopano

mbali za maluso athu ndi mitundu ya Uta wawaleza wopanda malire wa Chikondi Chaumulungu.

Atero ndi milungu yokha. Ndipo Ife ndi Iwe tidzaphunzira izi, Mnzanga wokondedwa.

Zili m'chibadwidwe chako. Chofunika ndi kuchifunitsitsa kwambiri ndikuchifuna mwamphamvu. Funa njira yako. Lalika chifuniro chako Chaumulungu chopeza ufulu wa Mzimu, kuvumbulutsa Choona Chamkati ndi kulandira maluso a Chikondi Chenicheni Chopanda Zikhalidwe ndi Chosatha!

Choncho, malingaliro a mumtima ndi oyamba, ndipo zochitika zakunja ndi zachiwiri, zochitika zakunja ndi zokometsera chabe, m'mene mumavumbulutsidwa mawonekedwe amvedwe omwe tidawazolowera. Ponena za mitundu yakale ya malingaliro (mkwiyo, kukhumudwa, kudziimba mlandu, mantha, manyazi, ndi zina zotero) mawonekedwe amvedwe amenewa nthawi zambiri amatchedwa mphamvu zamkati zokhudza mtima. Mphamvu zamkati zokhudza mtima izi zimapangika mwa munthu adakali wamng'ono kwambiri, muubwana ndi unyamata – chifukwa cha zowawa zamumtima zomwe adakumana nazo, ndipo m'moyo wotsatira zimadzibwereza mobwerezabwereza, kubweretsanso mwa ife malingaliro omwewo, koma mwina ndi anthu atsopano komanso m'zochitika zatsopano za moyo. Zokometsera zimasintha, koma tanthauzo la zowawazo limakhalabe lomwelo – mpaka munthu atayamba kufufuza ndikuvomereza chifukwa cha zonse zikuchitika mwa iye mwini ndi mwa iye yekha basi – atayamba

kudzisanthula, kudzidziwa, kupeza “mphamvu” zimenezi ndikuzichotsera mphamvu.

Ndipo monga nthabwala ija imanenera, “chithandizo cha maganizo chimatenga zaka zisanu”. Koma ndi Mulungu, ndi Mmanga wa chidziwitso chathu, njira iyi, njira yakuchira, imatenga mphindi zowerengeka, ngakhale kamphindi chabe. Ndichifukwa cha machiritso amenewa, kusandulika, ndi kusinthika kwa chidziwitso chathu komwe tikufunira Mulungu. Osati kuti tizilimbana nthawi zonse ndi zotsatira zoipa, koma kuti tichotseretu chifukwa chenicheni. Pa izi, koposa zonse, pemphero lathu liyenera kulunjika:

“Ambuye, Atate wathu, tiphunzitseni m'zinthu zonse ndi nthawi zonse, m'mikhalidwe yonse ya moyo, kufunafuna chifukwa mwa ife eni ndi mwa ife tokha basi – ndipo tikachipeza, kuchikonza,” –

akutikumbutsa Bishopu Wamkulu wa Holy Trinity Sergius Lavra, Bambo Kirill (Pavlov), woyera ndi wochita zozizwitsa wamasiku ano. Ndipo tanthauzo la “kuchikonza” uku silakuti tidzisinthenso ife eni, koma kuti, polandira Chifukwa mwa Ife Enyife, polandira Udindo wa Mlengi pa zolengedwa zathu, tidziletse, tibwezeretse ulamuliro kwa Ife Enyife, ndipo tisadzaperekenso ulamulirowu ndi Chikhulupiriro chathu ku zinthu zakunja, ku zifukwa zakunja, ku zokometsera zakunja, kaya akhale anthu kapena “zochitika zakunja”.

Nkhani yabwino – ndi gawo lolimbikitsa la ntchito yamkatiyi – n'yakuti pamapeto pake ife

timazindikira kuti zokumana nazo zathu zonse n'zangwiro, ndipo ngakhale “zowawa zamumtima zaubwana” zoyambirira zimenezi, kapena monga amanenera akatswiri a maganizo, “mbali zozama za mizu”, momwe munapangidwa mphamvu zamkati zokhudza mtima izi kapena izo, zinaikidwa kumeneko mwachifuniro chathu, zinali “zitakonzedweratu” ndi ife kale, ndi mbali zathu zapamwamba, ndi Umunthu wathu Waumulungu, monga zokumana nazo za moyo, zofunika pakukula kwake ndi kupeza nzeru. Kusowa konseku kwa “chikondi paubwana”, komwe akatswiri a maganizo amalankhula kawirikawiri, kunakonzedwa mwaluso kwambiri, kotero kuti titadutsa m'kubwerezedwa kochuluka kwa zokumana nazo zoipa, ife, popanda kupeza njira zothetsera zakunja, titembenukire m'kati ndikuphunzira kubala Chikondi, kuchilenga Icho, ife eni, osati kuthamanga ndi dzanja lotambasulidwa, kupempha chikondi kwa osauka ena ngati ife – makolo, anzathu, okondedwa athu, mabwenzi...

Ndithu kuchokera muzokumana nazo zathu zakumva kusowa mphamvu, mantha, kudziimba mlandu, kulekana, masautso ndi zolimbana – kuchokera mu umphawi wathu wauzimu, manyazi a kusaangwira kwathu, ukapolo wa zoyipa zamitundumitundu ndi zizolowezi zoipa – m'pamene pamabadwa zokhumba zolimbitsa mzimu: zokhumba zopeza Mphamvu Zapamwamba, Ufulu Wopambana, Chifuniro Chapamwamba, Nzeru Zapadera, Kusachita Mantha Kwapamwamba, Chisangalalo Chapamwamba, Umodzi, Kudzaza, Mgwirizano ndi Chikondi – mikhalidwe yonse imene timainena mwa Mulungu monga Mphamvu Yaikulu Kwambiri ya kukula kwathu. Ndipo monga tikudziwa tsopano, zokhumba zonse zakwaniritsidwa kale, chofunika chinali chakuti zokhumba zimenezi zibadwe ndi kulimba mwa ife. Chifukwa chake

zikomo kwambiri ku zowawa zathu zonse zaubwana ndi mavuto onse omwe tidakumana nawo m'njira ya moyo. Ndipo ndithudi zokumana nazo zathu zamphamvu zamumtima, makamaka zoipa, zidathandiza kulimbikitsa zokhumba zimenezi. Chifukwa chake zikomo ndi ku malingaliro athu onse “oipa”, omwe adatichititsa kutembenukira m'kati, kufunafuna ndi kupeza (kapena kwenikweni, ndi chikhulupiriro chathu kulenga) Chifukwa mwa Ife Enyife. Mlengi mwa Ife Enyife. Mulungu mwa Iwe Mwini.

“Odala ali osauka mumzimu: chifukwa Ufumu wa Kumwamba uli wawo,” – atero Khristu pa Ulaliki wa pa Phiri.

Umphawi wamzimu, pozindikirika ndi ife, umabala mwa ife zokhumba zofananazo, zokhumba “zochokera ku zosiyana nazo”. Kumbali inanso, zokhumbazo zakwaniritsidwa kale. Chatsala ndi kufuna zotsatira zake ndikuzilandira kwathunthu, kulandira Mphamvu Yako Yaikulu Kwambiri, pomutchula Dzina Lake. Ndipo pano tikusamukira pamwamba pa chidziwitso chathu, ku “tsindwi” lathu. Limene, kunena zoona, popanda kukonzekera kozama koteroko pa nkhani ya kusankha mwachidziwitso chikhulupiriro chathu, kuzindikira ndi kugwirizanitsa zokhumba zathu ndi kulembanso mawonekedwe amvedwe, mwachidule, popanda kuzindikira mfundo yakuti aliyense wa ife (ndi chidziwitso chake) amalenga zenizeni zake yekha, litha kugwedezeka mosavuta – m'mikhalidwe yosakhazikika ya zochitika zamasiku ano – ngati mwadzidzidzi maziko a nyumba ya chidziwitso chathu sapezeka olimba mokwanira. Maziko alipo, makoma amangidwa, tsopano tipite ku tsindwi...