6. Desires

The fact is that at the most fundamental level of our material reality, at the level of quantum physics, that is, the “quantum soup” of all possible variants, all particles constituting our material world are born (emerge from the “quantum soup”) paired with so-called antiparticles (proto-matter). And these very antiparticles, having negative mass and carrying negative (in sign) energy, represent the physical expression of our desires. Thus, all particles are born in pairs: particle-antiparticle, meaning that everything in this world exists only in a pair with the desires corresponding to it. And from this follow two stunning conclusions.

The first: all desires are already fulfilled, it simply cannot be otherwise — from the standpoint of quantum physics, at the moment a desire (antimatter) is born, matter (energy) is born paired with it, which precisely corresponds to this desire. They simply cannot exist without one another.

The second conclusion, arising from the first: everything that exists in your world is the result of your desires and yours alone, no one else is “to blame” for this. The problem is that we, not knowing this (or rather, believing the opposite, that everything is achieved solely through hard toil), not believing in this simplicity, whenever any desires arose within us, selflessly rushed to fulfill them — fighting with

the world, bending circumstances, expending a vast amount of energy on this — energy that had already created everything desired; yet through our relentless striving to achieve, we took this energy away from what was already created, wasting it on unnecessary actions, on struggle — on earning money, on setting goals, on intentions, developing plans and attempting to execute them, organizing people and resources, on control and achievements, and so forth.

As a result, we took energy away from desires already realized in matter, and they literally dissolved in our reality. In their place arose much vanity, many “important” — yet leading nowhere — tasks, but there was no embodiment of the true desire: energy was spent in vain. This, in turn, gave rise to many contradictory desires within our consciousness. Time and again, making plans and being disappointed in attempts to realize them, we accumulated inner fatigue, resentment toward those “who hindered us,” guilt over “our own mistakes” by which we explained why it did not work out this time, shame for our inadequacy, fears that it would fail again, and so forth, from which entirely different desires were born, unrelated to the original, true desires of our soul — the desire to prove something to someone, the desire to justify oneself, the desire to punish oneself, the desire not to have in order not to bear responsibility for it, the desire to be idle and do absolutely nothing, preserving the remnants of energy, the desire to hide from everyone, even the desire to die in order to “wash away the shame”...

And these subconscious (that is, unacknowledged by us) desires came into conflict with all our new undertakings. They too, like antimatter, gave birth to matter corresponding to them: triggering corresponding scenarios in our lives — of illnesses, debts, unfulfilled obligations, loss of reputation, judicial and criminal prosecution, forceful pressure, conflicts, showdowns, a great amount of emotional pain, suffering, and, ultimately, death; and we had to fight no longer for the fulfillment of desires, but for survival itself. And although we ourselves had set all these processes in motion in our lives, it seemed to us that some unfriendly and dangerous world was trying to destroy us. And we sought to defend what was ours, to protect, to take revenge, to destroy the “enemy,” although there was never any enemy here other than ourselves.

As a result, a multitude of contradictory desires was formed within us, within our consciousness, which, like the swan, the pike, and the crab, pulled the “cart” of our reality in different directions.

What is to be done? One must learn to deal with all the accumulated inner contradictions and gradually cleanse one’s consciousness of destructive patterns of behavior and decision-making, subconscious programs, and contradictory desires that trigger programs of self-destruction and struggle with oneself. One must bring all the “crabs and pikes” into harmony with our “swans.” And finally learn to see,

that all desires are already fulfilled and require no effort on our part, and actions are needed by us only for creativity, not achievements, because the desire for creativity, for co-creation with one another, are independent desires of our soul, which also create for themselves all the necessary conditions so that we can manifest ourselves as creators and as makers — these, too, are the true desires of our soul, and it is precisely they that require our manifestation, our actions; and through these desires, the corresponding energy is likewise born — the energy of inspiration, upliftment, creative impulse, and the soul’s yearnings to unite with like-minded souls, co-creators.

Therefore, my friend, you need not worry that since all your desires are already fulfilled, you will “have nothing at all to do.” On the contrary, having accepted your desires as fulfilled, you will be freed from the need to earn, to bend reality, to control, to manipulate others, and to achieve; you will be freed — for the embodiment of the true desires of your soul — for Creativity, Love, and Empathy of the Multifaceted Truth — your true purpose, which alone makes us happy because it corresponds to our true nature — and then you will be able to embody your Highest Potential — as a human-creator, as a living god in the flesh, as a unique manifestation of the One God, the One Life in your unique human form, embodying through a living example the dream of Eternal Life. For you will have

no more reason to die, since the desire for death will be healed by you, while the desire for life, Real Life, will only grow stronger and be embodied in the reality of Eternal Being.

This is no fairy tale. This is reality. For all your desires are already fulfilled. By what desires was your present reality created? Can you recognize them?