14. Inner Dialogue (part three)

One can try to turn off the inner dialogue “from the evil one,” or one can switch the mind to the Inner Dialogue with God, with Christ. The first returns You to the primordial state of simplicity, the second leads You into a New Consciousness, into Tri-umph, into the Consciousness of the Creator, a god in the flesh, in whose consciousness Simplicity unfolds intentionally and in its Highest aspect—in the Genius of awareness, through the knowledge of causes and effects (the cause is within, the effect is without), when there is no longer any need to fight reality, or conform to it, or flee into illusion, but one can possess it as one's Great Body. The Inner Dialogue with God helps You not to renounce the entire period of the formation of Your consciousness in duality, but, having received it as a necessary experience and having re-evaluated this experience, helps to lean upon it, gratefully accepting its fruits—the expansion of Your consciousness, the birth of all the diversity of the world of phenomena and of Your inner world—to bring this diversity into the Unity and Wholeness of Your consciousness, passing everything through the prism of the Consciousness of the Creator. In the Inner Dialogue, You ask God questions about how the world is structured, and how Your consciousness is structured, by what and how You created this or that situation in Your life, and how You can mend it, gradually moving from painful situations in the Present toward the recapitulation of Your entire past. Intentionally and consciously passing everything, all Your present and past experience, through the prism

of the Creator’s perception (I Myself—through My desires, beliefs, and convictions—created this), receiving answers from within, from God, from Your Highest aspect, You gradually restructure Your worldview, Your pattern of perception, transitioning from the stance of a victim into the stance of a Conscious Creator. This happens with the aid of the mind, but not only in the mind. The Inner Dialogue with God rebuilds Your mindsets, penetrating deep into the subconscious, and is capable of changing not only Your individual beliefs and attitudes, but also ancestral programs and life models passed down to You genetically, as well as national ones perceived through the linguistic picture of the world—expanding Your vocabulary and enriching Your language with Divine neologisms from within. It is vital to understand that the Inner Dialogue with God is not Your mind's games with itself. It is a dialogue between Your small individual I and the Great We of the Collective Highest Potential of Humanity. Christ is a collective image. The Spirit is the Unified Consciousness, the Highest form of consciousness, embracing all forms of individual, group, and collective consciousness and their cumulative experience, of all that exists, of all that ever was, is, and shall be—an experience which, once made conscious, becomes a treasury of the Wisdom of God, accessible to You in the Inner Dialogue with God. A few more important remarks concerning the Inner Dialogue with God: 1. The Name opens the dialogue. The Name of God, as You have already understood, is a very important thing—different names grant access to different

aspects of God. The Name of Jesus Christ opens the dialogue with God—precisely as with a Teacher and Mentor, Who instructs You in awareness, teaches You to be not merely a creator, but a conscious creator, that is, a god of Your reality, to bear responsibility not at the level of actions, but at the level—prior to actions—of what occurs in Your consciousness (especially in the subconscious). Christ makes You a god, literally rewiring Your neural connections, helps change the very model of perceiving the world, to assume the Creator’s responsibility for Your reality as Your creation, teaching self-mastery: to consciously choose and strengthen Faith, to eliminate destructive doubts, to cognize and bring into accord Your unconscious desires, to alter emotional patterns, disciplining Your mind: attention, thought, and speech. “Lord” is also the traditional appeal to Christ, consider it His second Name. 2. One question at a time. Do not fret, do not jump from question to question. At first, the answers may not be so obvious, and You will begin to recognize them a little later. And if You throw many questions at God at once, how will You know which one has been answered when it finally arrives and is recognized by You? Therefore, one question—at a time, and focus on integrating the answer. 3. Patience and clues. Patience is one of the most essential qualities of the Creator. If You have no patience, You will learn nothing. Having asked a question, be patient and watch closely for signs; very often God answers us through external clues: an advertisement on a billboard,

a message that popped up on Your phone, a headline on a scrap of newspaper or a flyer underfoot, a snippet of a phrase from an overheard conversation, a song that surfaced in memory, or a passage from a poem. God speaks to You in a language understandable precisely to You. But one must be patient and concentrate on the question and the answers received. Watch for the clues; thus patience will turn into an engaging game, a puzzle that You will assemble from many hints. 4. This is a dialogue, not fortune-telling with coffee grounds. Speak with Christ as with a best friend. Did not understand—ask again. In doubt—clarify. Express to Him Your wishes, Your thoughts, even Your grievances, convey Your doubts, and ask to strengthen You in Faith. In Faith in Yourself and Faith in Him. By developing a dialogue with God, rather than limiting Yourself to the first and only answer to Your question, You rebuild Your neural connections faster and change the pattern of perceiving reality. Moreover, You avoid unnecessary doubts. And in general, this becomes the most fascinating communion in Your life. How many times have we heard: if You had the opportunity, what question would You ask God? Now You have such an opportunity. Is this not the greatest miracle in the universe? God speaks with You. 5. Change Yourself, do not ask to change the situation. You may ask God to change the settings of Your consciousness—to heal fears, touchiness, the pattern of guilt and shame, wrath, lust and gluttony, envy and jealousy, greed and addiction to money, the inner victim and parasite, the beast and the dragon (the mammalian brain

and the reptilian brain), which at some point will crawl out of Your subconscious, and so forth, but do not ask God to change the situation if it frightens or unnerves You. “Why do You ask God to change the situation, if God gave You the situation so that You would change?” In everything and always seek the cause in Yourself and Yourself alone. The world is a mirror of Your consciousness. There is nothing in it that was not engendered by Your own patterns of perception: beliefs, convictions, desires, fears, resentments, guilt, and other emotional patterns and thought-forms. This is physics. This is not morality and not religion; this is physics. Let all Your questions and requests to God stem from this understanding: help me realize, show me, clarify… heal this in me, help me become free… teach me how to do otherwise, help me create this anew… 6. Read and reread the Gospels, the New Testament, more often. There is the direct speech of Christ and His explanations. Thus, through the Living Word transmitted through the texts of the Holy Scriptures, Christ prepares Your mind to perceive answers in the Inner Dialogue. Otherwise, many of His answers may seem difficult for You to comprehend, hard to fulfill, terrifying in their novelty, and therefore the mind will reject them—saying there is no answer at all. The printed word strengthens You in Faith and in understanding God’s answers. 7. Having received answers from God, immediately implement them in life. If You do not know how—ask Him for clarity. To begin with, simply desire these changes, allow Yourself to sincerely desire, for desires are antimatter (proto-matter); they are all that is needed so that at the quantum level there may be created

the matter that embodies them. Having desired—declare Your will. You are a creator, which means Your will is law for everything that happens in Your world (within the scope of energy available to You at the present moment and the corresponding circle of responsibility). 8. Gratitude. Gratitude amplifies the flow of energy. Gratitude emphasizes that this is precious to You. Value is a desire sustained through time. Gratitude strengthens Your Faith. Faith is the foundation of Your consciousness. Gratitude to God enhances the Presence of God in Your consciousness and Your life. Thank God for everything. Thank Yourself for Your choice, for Your fidelity to the chosen path, for God only helps on the path of awareness, on the path of becoming a Conscious Creator of one's reality, but You walk the path Yourself. We are proud that You are walking this path, no matter how difficult it may be at first. Therefore, more often give thanks not only to God (within Yourself) as Your Highest Potential, but also to Yourself—the one You are right now. We know how difficult the path is, and it takes immense courage to make the choice and walk this path every day when there are no guarantees and no one around supports You on this path. Thank Yourself more often. We believe in You and are proud of You as the Crown of Our creation, O Human!

“Henceforth I call you not servants, but friends...”, says Christ.