12. Internal Dialogue (gawo lachiwiri)

...Pamene an'ganga a ku Mexico aletsa m'mitu mwawo zokambirana zamkati «zochokera kwa woipayo», amawululiridwa chithunzi cha dziko chimene munthu anali nacho «kugwa m'machimo» kusanachitike, asanadye chipatso cha mtengo wodziwitsa zabwino ndi zoipa, ndiko kuti, chithunzi cha dziko logawanika chisanaloŵe m'chikumbumtima cha munthu, chogawa zinthu zenizeni kukhala zosiyana: zabwino/zoipa, zakuda/zoyera, zoipa/zabwino, chachikulu/chaching'ono, chamwamuna/chachikazi, ululu/chisangalalo, Mulungu/mdierekezi... Kwenikweni, zokambirana zamkati «zochokera kwa woipayo» m'mutu mwako ndi njira yosungira chithunzi cha dziko logawanika, chimene tachizolowera komanso cholukidwa movutirapo. Chithunzi cha dziko chimene chimawululidwa kwa an'ganga chifukwa choletsa zokambirana zamkati zimenezi n'chosavuta kwambiri — munthu amawona mphamvu zoyambirira ndipo amazindikira chilichonse ndi maso osalakwa a mwana: chilichonse chimangokhalapo ndipo basi — palibe choipa kapena chabwino, palibe zabwino ndi zoipa, chilichonse chimangokhalapo basi — china ukhoza kuchidya ndi kukhuta, china chikuyenda ndipo chimakopa chidwi, ukhoza kusewera nacho ndi kuchifufuza. Palibenso china choposa pamenepo m'dziko. Umu ndi mmene Adamu ankakhalira m'paradaiso. Umu, mwa apo ndi apo, ndi mmene mtundu wa Pirahã ku Amazonia ukukhalirabe mpaka lero. Atalaŵa chithunzi cha dziko logawanika kuchokera pa mtengo wodziwitsa zabwino ndi zoipa, Adamu, m'kuzindikira kwake, amadzilekanitsa Yekha ndi Mulungu. Tsopano, m'chikumbumtima cha munthu, Mulungu ndi Ukulu umene ukupitirira kukula nthawi zonse, pamene munthu ndi cholengedwa chimene chikuzindikira kwambiri kusafunika kwake (pamaso pa Mulungu ndi ukulu wa chilengedwe chonse). Ndipo kawonedwe kotere mosapeŵeka kamatsogolera ku mantha, manyazi, ululu ndi masautso, ku

mbali imodzi, ndi ku njira zosiyanasiyana zodzitetezera ku zimenezi, ku mbali inayo. Umu ndi mmene kusandulika kwa chikumbumtima kumachitikira, chithunzi cha dziko cha m'chinenero chikukulirakulira: mawu owonjezereka akuwonjezeka, kutanthauza kuti kulemera kwa zochitika zimene munthu amatha kuzizindikira ndi kumva nawo chisoni kukukulanso, kupanga (kusankha) kuchokera m'muto wa zinthu zoyambirira zenizeni osati kokha zenizeni zakuthupi zosiyanasiyana zikukula, komanso dziko lolemera la malingaliro a moyo wake, pamodzi ndi zenizeni zauzimu zokhala ndi magawo ambiri. Pomaliza, munthu woganiza amapeza chiyambi cha masautso, ululu, ndipo amayamba kufunafuna njira zogonjetsera ululu umenewu, kulumpha kupitirira malire ake, kuti awonjezere chisangalalo, kukondwa. Umu ndi mmene uhoka, matsenga, chipembedzo ndi sayansi zimayambira. An'ganga amayesetsa kuchotsa chithunzi cha dziko logawanika m'mutu mwa munthu, kumubwezera ku kusalira ndi kugwirizana ndi chilengedwe; amatsenga — kukambirana ndi mphamvu zachilengedwezi; sayansi — kuzilamulira, popanda kusiya kugawanika, koma m'malo mwake, kukulitsa ndi kugwiritsa ntchito mokwanira zimene maganizo ogawanika apeza; chipembedzo chimatimangira milatho ya Chikhulupiriro yogwirizana ndi Ukulu umene maganizo ogawanika anatipatulira, kuuwatcha Mphamvu Yapamwamba, Mulungu. Kusiya chithunzi cha dziko logawanika, kubwerera ku ubwana wosalakwa woyambirira wa anthu, kapena kupitiriza kugwiritsa ntchito maganizo ogawanika kuti udziteteze ku mantha amene iwo omwe adawapanga, kapena kulimbikitsa Chikhulupiriro chako mwa Mphamvu Yapamwamba yapadera, yomwe ilipo kumapeto ena a chikumbumtima — kusankha kuli ndi Iwe, Bwenzi langa. Ife tikupereka njira yotulukira mu ugawiri kupita mu utatu, mu Umodzi

Chikumbumtima cha Mlengi, kumene nsonga za chikumbumtima chogawanika — zakuda ndi zoyera, mdima ndi kuunika, kusafunika ndi Ukulu zimalumikizana mwa Iwe kukhala Uta Wawaleza Umodzi wa dziko, ndipo Iwe umadzizindikira Wekha kukhala Mlengi wake, Mlengi wake Wogwirizana. Uta Wawaleza Umodzi wa Dziko. RadoMir.

Radomir ndi chikumbumtima. Chikumbumtima Chimodzi cha Mlengi.