Notes 1992 Abelar, Pasadena · 1/2

1Source: Taisha's lecture in Pasadena was filled with great tips.

2Notes on a talk by Taisha Abelar 92 *

3The following are notes I took at a talk by Taisha Abelar on 10 October 1992 at the Alexandria II bookstore in Pasadena, California.

4These are somewhat cryptic but may be of interest to some on the list.

5((my comments if any are in double parentheses))

6The Activity of sorcerers is that of Dreaming yourself.

7Society is oriented toward a "poor baby" syndrome (society and the individual are at effect).

8Drills to resolve this :

9Write your internal dialogue down for 3 days, wait three days and read it Mark up the newspaper wherever the poor baby concept is expressed.

10We presently have a mating/courtship compulsion the self is presented as a "poor baby" to the world Stalking the self - see how you are living.

11The reason for all this is that mankind's assemblage point is in a certain position.

12You can move the assemblage point to another place.

13That's what sorcerers do - move it away from the poor baby position The assembalge point is a place of luminosity on the energetic body,

14it lights the filiaments. When the filiaments of the energetic body match those of the universe perception takes place.

15How do you move the assemblage point?

16You need energy - this may be obtained from not doing the presentation of the self in everyday life and stopping seeking courtship.

17curtail needingness.

18After you've increased your energy THEN practice sorceric techniques.

191. The recapitulation (see Sorcerer's crossing)

202. Quiet the internal dialogue (Meditation and breathing techniques are good for this)

21((Taisha told a rather amusing story of going to a guru in India who had a $900 breathing technique))

22The $900 dollar breath: 3 exhalations, 1 inhalation

23(Use) any technique that works - sorcery passes, gazing techniques.

24Practice impeccability, you'll know impeccability when you have no self interest.

25Act without expecting rewards or returns.

26Act impeccably and the assemblage point moves to the" place of no pity "

27Heightened awareness.

28When the assemblage point moves far enough you'll see different worlds.

29You'll know when you are there - (you'll be) very quiet, unknown to yourself, you'll feel solitude but not loneliness.

30Energy comes to you and will guide you, energy of the double, the ethereal body. " Poor Baby" ravages energy.

31That's the beginning, heightened awareness is the door to infinity.

32NOW you can use dreaming and stalking.

33Dreaming, use dreams to enhance awareness of being, wake up the energetic body. The art of dreaming - move the assemblage point systematically (find your hands, etc.)

34Art of stalking - when assemblage point moves you have to fix it at new position - give it reality - explore, get adventuresome.

35find out the ramifications of the new position from a bodily energy viewpoint. Then develop the energetic body.

36Use it (while awake).

37Solidify it and act from it.

38Where Taisha Abelar is is a poistion of the assemblage point.

39Moving assemblage point to where their's (other sorcerers) were.

40The earth too has an assemblage point ((cf. Ley lines etc.))

41embarrassment disrupts the assemblage point.

42There are other worlds than this consensual world.

43Nagual - pronounced " NO - ALL"

44You can move the assemblage point in dreaming.

45(( Taisha Abelar made a loud scream at this point in the talk))

46Shriek - makes the assemblage point shift and solidify the energy body.

47For a normal human the assemblage point is behind the left shoulder at the back.

48Perception is encoded in the body (cf. Husserl, phenomenologists)

49Perception - a facet of corporeality.

50The only way to change the energy body is to move the assemblage point, lighting up different filiaments.

51Memories can reengage, restimulate different energetic memories.

52Dream yourself, its up to you A man waits for death and while he waits he surrounds himself with beauty and with strength " The Death Defier"

53The change comes from within, to change the world, the environment, the universe.

54You must move the assemblage point Recapitulation - make list of everyone you've known begin with the latest person and work backwards Breath in over right shoulder to left then exhale back (rotating the head back) - visualize and breath you can do it in the world.

55Don't poor baby yourself.

56Use devices to jolt yourself you can move the assemblage point up and down.

57(( She talks about her experiences in the other world with the trees

58(described in Sorcerer's Crossing)))

59Competition among the roots of trees (not recommended to move the Assemblage point down)

60The greatest challenge - practice controlled folly, you see the situation and you don't do anything about it - you don't judge - judging is death.

61Inorganic entities, they permeate this other realm of the universe.

62Don Juan's/Carlo's new book The Seven Gates of Dreaming The second gate is these guys - Gargoyles/vampires/shadows they inhabit a close realm and feed off our energy.

63Don Juan's allys.

64Seers can see this energy. Build integrity - internal strength.

65Gazing at gravel/leaves/moon/clouds But if you don't have the sobriety of recapitulation then there are hazards.

66The Inorganic Entities come thru tunnels, ignore them.

67The Inorganic Entities obey your commands.

68You can recapitualte your dreams or recapitulate in your dreams.

69If awake Normal recapitulation start at right inhale to left, exhale to center.

70In dreams inhale Clockwise, exhale counterclockwise in center.

71There are layers of recapitulation.

72Best place for assemblage point - an infinite number of other places.

73The spirit, intent, will let it move , Best intermediate place - "The place of no pity"

74Do the newspaper exercise (looking for "poor baby")

75Take a pen and paper to your internal dialogue.

76Scratch the surface, stalk yourself.

77Taisha Abelar and her fellow sorcerers are now moving assemblage points elsewhere and using energetic bodies to establish realities there.

78Proper use of sexual energy. if you've got energy to spare - ((sex is)) OK if you've recapitualted.

79If you want to move the assemblage point to other areas use sexual energy to do dreaming.

80The second gate is the graveyard of failed sorcerers.

81Control, the stalker's sobriety.

82level 1 energy body level 2 energy and physical body (this needs lots more energy)

83((the above is describing 'going places' via dreaming as an energy body or taking the physical body too))

84After recapitulating there is only NOW.

85This permits discrepancies - coming and going from the consensual universe.

86When moving the assemblage point either:

871. Get rid of friends 2. Use them as controlled folly.

88The world has multitudes of realities The real challenge is in the world - can you get off the assemblage point position?

89Stalking - move assemblage point, give the energy body a jolt.

90((an example of a stalking exercise follows))

91Tie up the dominant hand and use the other.

92Not doing exercises Walk backwards Walk on all fours with kneepads any trigger - sound/time/smell causes the body to remember cover up mirrors - (they reinforce agreements and put attention on the self)

93Stalk yourself look at the world Begin recapitulation Dream and find your hands in your dream Not doing Disrupt routines and do exercise to wake up the energetic body (physical exercise)